This is a true crime story about a real blacklist that actually exists. Condensed Table of Contents Chapter 1 Stopped running Day of infamy Chapter 2 Foul play Getting jacked Chapter 3 What’s going on behind the doctors’ refusal to treat me? Getting Rolled Here we go again Chapter 4 Who am I? Playing the Crazy Card They cooked the books! Chapter 5 Anarchy Hello Judas Iscariot Chapter 6 Refusal to do chest surgery Not responsible Dirt Chapter 7 Left hanging Spartanized Toilet stall fights Jim Crow for wheelers From darkness to light Lost the battle, won the war Good-bye Judas Iscariot Investigation is launched Unfinished business There is blacklisting of patients Held Hostage God tested me Running, running, running around the track felt sooo good.I was on runner’s high, feeling the blast of energy from bodies in motion all around me. As the music throbbed electrically and pulsated I was running laps in the finishing part of aerobic dance class. The instructor’s voice kept calling out the steps.A quick sip from the water bottle. Oh! How good it felt! Home from aerobics class, I ran upstairs to the third floor, blithely unaware that my running days were about to end. One meeting was at the law office.I asked for a drink of cold water.I was given a mug with the inscription “Life is a bitch and then you die.“Using an electrolarynx I communicated to the lawyers, “This is a horrible idea.I want to smash this mug and buy you a different one with a better slogan.” … something’s wrong, something’s wrong, something’s wrong. It doesn’t add up.